I am confused totally..!!!

hey  , if anyone is reading .. if not then also its fine . i am always talking to myself.. lol..
i am very confused  these day  yaar.. nothing is happening in life carreer wise aor  oderwise .. too.. i give up very easily everytime i try to do anything  why .. i don' know may be  lack of confidence or so ..

see i have lost interest in writing this topic .. so soon .. but still i m gonna try .. i just fed up of me ..what should i do man  .. i m a loser  should i write it in BOLD ..  LOoSER..  an engineer and a loser .. wat a combo

i just wanna leave everything and go faar away .. where there is no one to ask me about anything or where nobody knows me...  i don' know wat i m writing..  but i feel the same way when i read it bacj again .... :)

WHAT SHOULD I DO ....  ???